| I may be a grown up, but
you can never be too old for the comfort of a teddybear. When I am sad, I hug my special
bear, if I am happy I hug my teddy bear..... No matter what state of mind I am in, it
feels great with the comfort that a teddybear brings. Because of a few reasons I dont want
to get into, my life is pretty messed up at the moment and I wouldn't be able to get on
with my life if it wasn't for the teddies. Atleast my life wouldn't be the same without
them, and especially Maria and Nicholas. I
almost always keep a teddybear in my pocket, if I can't have one in my pocket, I have my
silver teddybear on a chain around my neck. It is fully jointed and it was a gift from my
sister.
If I am going to do some thing that is a bit rough.
I can always find the comfort in my teddy. I do it secretly, if you didn't know that I had
a bear with me, you would never know. I mean, after all it isn't really acceptable to be
grown up and have a teddy bear with you.
The bears puts a smile on my face, they make me
smile. Isn't it wonderful to look at a child who is given a teddy bear and see the smile
on their faces?
That special teddy is in some ways a replacement
for that baby I have not been blessed with yet, and aching to have. I just love to make
clothes, and after years and years of making clothes for myself, I am tired of it. I find
that making baby clothes is much more fun, but since I haven't been blessed with a child,
I make them for my teddybear - Maria instead. Or sew for a new bear I have made. It lets
me create, come up with new ideas and it doesn't take long time to make them either. |
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My emotional body guard, Maria.
The feeling when someone asks, have you made it?
When the answer to that question is yes.....wow, that is just wonderful! I almost feel
proud of myself. That I was able to do it. Me - who don't think she can make anything
good. I made this wonderful bearby.
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pictures, graphics, lines and banners....and other interesting stuff later on!
Pictures taken by Carina Swensson and may NOT
be used with out written permission from me
E-mail:bernie@mbox304.swipnet.se
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