Stockholm Syndrome

My dearest,
I´ve misst you very very much since the last night we were together
And hold that night aspecially in my memories for years to come
I´ve been turning it over and over again in my mind lately
I´ve read your letter throu atleast four times, and probably read more times before I´m throu 
I`ve been sitting here looking at your picture, and getting more homesick every minute 
I´ve wanted that picture more then anything else I know of, except of course you your self 
I keep thinking of you darling, keep wishing I could be home with you
I want to leave in the worse possible way so I can come home to see you, but things don´t look so good in that subject
This war has spoiled a lot of things for everyone I guess
I´ve never been so lonesome in my life as I am right now
I´m completely lost without you darling
I never realized I could miss one person so much
I just hope it won´t be to much longer until I´m able to be with you again
And live a sane and normal life

This is the first (thing I remember)
Now it's the last (thing left on my mind) 
Afraid of the dark (do you hear me whisper)
An empty heart (replaced with paranoia)
Where do we go (life's temporary)
After we're gone (like new years resolutions)
Why is this hard (do you recognize me)
I know I'm wrong (but I can't help believing) 

I'm so lost
I'm barely here
I wish I could explain myself
But words escape me
It's too late 
To save me
You're too late
You're too late

You're cold with disappointment
While I'm drowning in the next room
The last contagious victim of this plague between us
I'm sick with apprehension 
I'm crippled from exhaustion 
And I dread the moment when you finally come to kill me

This is the first (thing I remember)
Now it's the last (thing left on my mind) 
Afraid of the dark (do you hear me whisper)
An empty heart (replaced with paranoia)
Where do we go (life's temporary)
After we're gone (like new years resolutions)
Why is this hard (do you recognize me)
I know I'm wrong (but I can't help believing)